{"id":1161,"date":"2024-10-06T06:21:10","date_gmt":"2024-10-06T12:21:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonadonna.org\/sites\/wordpress\/bonadonna\/?p=1161"},"modified":"2024-10-28T06:02:57","modified_gmt":"2024-10-28T12:02:57","slug":"screen-salvation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonadonna.org\/sites\/wordpress\/bonadonna\/archives\/1161","title":{"rendered":"Screen Salvation"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

September 26, 2024<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Some are living with the apocalypse right in front of them. Others seem to be able to put it in their peripheral vision. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

For the latter group, the apocalypse is something to be reminded of, as a caution, while they go about their lives, which have organizing principles and purposes that propel them and carry them along. These are the people who are raising children, doing essential jobs, basically, keeping the world on track amidst the hubbub of things. The former group, though, have been immobilized by the apocalypse. All has been lost, already, always already, and nothing is possible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I put myself in the first group, because, I suppose, I feel I have experienced a loss so absolute that there\u2019s no recovery from it, no way of pushing it to the side, no way of restarting and hitting my stride. That loss, of course, is Angelo. But death is something every human has to deal with; what I\u2019ve experienced, everyone has, or will, in some version. Of course, everyone will experience it in a very personal, immediate way in their own death, if not through the loss of a child.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The apocalypse of a single death is as absolute, as devastating, for each individual as any other apocalypse, be it the Holocaust, a nuclear war, or end of the world through climate change or an asteroid strike. It\u2019s weird to say that everyone will experience a loss equally as devastating as world-wide annihilation. But the stakes are<\/em> high for each of us; rather, the stakes are beyond high; they are \u201call in,\u201d always and everywhere. How does one function facing such an extremity? Clearly, we must learn to focus on other things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This week I edited my screen saver. For some time, I had had only the Julie London quote about her singing: \u201cIt’s only a thimbleful of a voice, and I have to use it close to the microphone. But it is a kind of over-smoked voice, and it automatically sounds intimate.\u201d Julie\u2019s words were a friendly reminder to me, on a daily basis, of something I tried to describe some months back in my blog: \u201cSuch confidence, expressed with awareness and humility and precision. Not to mention, a good dose of sensuality, along with the promise of being together through it. The woes of the world would be lessened, I\u2019m convinced, if we all just listened to, and spent time with, Julie London.\u201d I would smile each time her words appeared on my screen. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

I found myself this week needing, however, other reminders\u2014or at least some glimpses of a non-apocalyptic lifestyle. I happened to come across St. Paul\u2019s words, and it occurred to me that I needed to see them more often. I needed these words as an incantation, as an invocation to a better life than the one I had been living. Could this be my equipment for living, my distraction from the apocalypse? So I put them on my screen saver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Then, with St. Paul and Julie London sitting there alone, I felt a need for some kind of connector\u2014some statement that might round out the wisdom. These thoughts brought me to Kenneth Burke, and all the influence he has had on my life. That influence can\u2019t be reduced to a single quotation, but his description of the \u201ccomic frame\u201d in Attitudes Toward History<\/em> does seem to partake of the Holy Spirit, on the one hand, and the humility of Julie London\u2019s celebration of her voice on the other.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, here\u2019s my screen saver in its current iteration:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saint Paul, on letting God in<\/em>: “Brothers and sisters: Do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with which you were sealed on the day of redemption. All bitterness, fury, anger, shouting, and reviling must be removed from you, along with all malice. And be kind to one another, compassionate, forgiving one another as God has forgiven you in Christ. So be imitators of God, as beloved children, and live in love, as Christ loved us and handed himself over for us as a sacrificial offering to God for a fragrant aroma.” Ephesians 4:30-5:2
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 Julie London, on her voice<\/em>: “It’s only a thimbleful of a voice, and I have to use it close to the microphone. But it is a kind of over-smoked voice, and it automatically sounds intimate.”

Kenneth Burke, on comic forgiveness<\/em>: “The progress of humane enlightenment can go no further than in picturing people not as vicious<\/em>, but as mistaken<\/em>. When you add that people are necessarily<\/em> mistaken, that all<\/em> people are exposed to situations in which they must act as fools, that every<\/em> insight contains its own special kind of blindness, you complete the comic circle, returning again to the lesson of humility that underlies great tragedy.” Attitudes Toward History<\/em>, p. 41<\/td><\/tr><\/tbody><\/table>
Angelo’s Screen Saver<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

I now notice that my introductory characterization of two of the quotations could be debated. For instance, was Burke really<\/em> speaking about \u201cforgiveness\u201d? Or was that a reading I had imposed? Was I progressing a step beyond \u201cenlightenment\u201d to forgiveness<\/em>, possibly as a natural effect of understanding\/misunderstanding, and contextualization, and the necessity of error for all? I want there to be forgiveness. Also: Was St. Paul talking about \u201cletting God in\u201d? Or was this my<\/em> wish\u2014the wish that I might be able to abide by Paul\u2019s request not to \u201cgrieve the Holy Spirit\u201d? Paul talks of the seal of God, the gift of the Holy Spirit, the fragrant aroma of Christ\u2019s sacrifice in which we are all suffused and made beneficiaries (I do notice he imports the holocaust of Christ\u2019s sacrifice in this otherwise upbeat message). To me, he implies that we are somehow resisting<\/em> it all; I know I have resisted giving up my grievances. Are they not keeping God out?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I hope these words, my companions on my screen, can keep on casting a spell on me. I need to look away from the ultimate devastation at my feet and in my sight. Kindness, love, humility\u2014and intimacy too\u2014I hope the reminders keep me upbeat and moving forward. I hope I can learn to push the apocalypse to the side, at least for part of the day, for part of my days that remain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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