“Of Course We Lost…”

November 14, 2024

One week into the new regime, and we’re all still here. So there’s that.

I have found my friends helpful in maintaining my equilibrium, so I want to be helpful to them. I worry about how hard some are taking it. 

Today’s help comes from a likely source, MSNBC’s Ali Velshi. He told the story of his father’s defeat in an election in 1981, and the lesson Velshi learned as an 11-year-old at that time. The story, in part, is that of a father providing support for a son experiencing a trauma. In response to Young Velshi’s incredulity at the loss, the father said with a comforting smile, “Of course we lost; we were never going to win…” And in the explanation, he contextualized the nature of struggle and responsibility and purpose. The lessons speak of kindness, maturity, resolve—and how a loving authority figure can make everything right, or at least bearable, in the face of a devastating outcome.

But there’s devastation and devastation. What’s different now seems to be the stakes involved, the way the world seems to be at a precipice. It’s not just an “inflection point” as Joe Biden has liked to say. What has been called into question is the very possibility of “futurity,” the future of democracy, at least. It’s hard to talk of “setbacks” and “rebounding” when the stakes are framed in such existential terms.

Velshi’s personal story about his father was framed in terms of other moments of American history where people in conflict had no guarantees of success. He cited many “starts”: The start of the Revolutionary War, the start of the Civil War, the storming of the beaches of Normandy, and more. All these undertakings were entered into with no “clear path forward” (the title of Velshi’s essay was “The Path Forward”). In each of these examples, the people fighting for freedom did not possess the certainty of defeat that Velshi’s father had, but they might reasonably have felt hopeless, given the odds. They certainly lacked of context of just how much would be won by success—the motivation they might have accrued from seeing the benefits and possibilities of their victory, something, from our perspective in history, we can see so clearly. In the current environment, all we see are the monumental stakes of loss. We need to step back from that a bit, before full paralysis sets in.

Velshi’s guest was the historian John Meacham, and he, after complimenting Velshi for more than “setting up” the discussion, advanced the idea that “history is not reassuring” . . . but “it is inspiring.” So many of our past struggles resulted in victory and advancement towards the lofty goals of our founding fathers and documents. But the freedom fighters acted without a lot of certainties in place. These agents were not really better than us. The endpoints arrived at were not endpoints once and for all. And so, the process they engaged in continues under the watch of successors. The setbacks have been with us in every iteration of past struggles.

One of my stumbling blocks in accepting this election is my thought—my bias—that some progress had become baked in, settled once and for all. My bias comes, in part, by way of Isaac Newton who said, with pride and possibility: “We see so far, because we stand on the shoulders of giants.” Progress is like that, right? But now, when racism wins, when criminality prevails, when sleaze is embraced—by so many and so readily, how can we see anything clearly ever again? 

But, as Meacham says, “despair is a sin.” We’re all in this unending process, and, all things considered, the setbacks are not as bad as they might have been; they are not as bad as what we have already experienced; they are not as demoralizing as what prior generations have suffered. We must not be too impatient in finding our way back to the top of the giants’ shoulders. We got there once, and we can get there again.

The briefest look at the struggles of the past informs us of our heightened current position. Our giants may be in quicksand, and sinking, but we’re still a high way up, and there are routes of escape from the quagmire. Our giants are really, really tall, too. We need Velshi’s father looking at us, with a smile, and an assurance that we can go on—that our expectations must be tuned to some harsher realities—but not debilitatingly so.

As I look forward to the future—with so much more education available—or at least information—I see possibilities for seeing farther and farther, and from higher and higher perches. Those loftier resting places may not have solidity beneath, but they may still be functional. There is reason to hope.

In that spirit, I will hold onto an old personal hope of mine, first experienced in 1993 at UIC, in the library, when I first caught a glimpse of the World Wide Web. I had just finished my dissertation, and felt free and unleashed for the first time in many years. As I walked among the desks of patrons, I saw the computers displaying Web pages—text and images displayed in ways that inspired marvel at the newness and possibility. Who were these people, and what were they looking at, and in living color? The Internet had been around a bit in my consciousness prior to that, but a qualitative shift struck me in a revelatory flash, as though in a religious rapture. The reach and transformative potential of the medium registered fully. I saw the connection of minds and the spread of knowledge and the democratic ethos undergirding the whole platform—all of it a game changer in the arc of human interconnection and community and knowledge.

The Internet (we now know all too well) is not a panacea, but it does unleash untold powers of communication, access to information, and yes, even education. The genie is out of the bottle. As we go through the growing pains of conspiracy thinking, the spread of misinformation, the hurt over lost privilege, the hardships of evolving economies, and more, we have opportunities for all the salubrious effects of communion and shared purpose—something, one hopes, that is always a promise in communication systems, beginning in that first and foremost one, prayer. Censorship can only go so far, and is doomed to failure in a digital world. As our communities experience more contact, the things that bind us as humans will be given more opportunities to be seen and known. The shrinking of the world and the infusion of information and the processing of our growing pains—all pave the way to possibilities of compassion and empathy and unity.

A digital shoulder may be less stable than a real giant’s—but all this shoulder talk is merely playing with metaphors anyway. 

I pride myself in recalling that Aristotle claimed that the ability to use metaphors was a sign of genius. But in closing, I prefer to let the metaphor speak more to our hearts than our heads, and so I’ll leave with an imagined image of Young Velshi on his father’s shoulders. And his father’s implied comment: “We’ve been set to win all along…” [Or did he say, “Love conquers all”?]

The Task Ahead, from the Perspective of Thanksgiving, 2023

November 2, 2024

Here is Jamie Raskin commenting on the state of the presidential race with Brian Tyler Cohen last year around Thanksgiving week. Though Raskin is talking about Biden’s record and appeal as a candidate, his comments apply, in my view, to Kamala Harris. Once she became the candidate, Harris has had to distance herself from Biden, and she has done so gingerly. I don’t think this approach is a mistake, but the result is she gets less mileage out of the incredible accomplishments of the Biden-Harris record in producing an economy that is the envy of the world, with record achievements overall that far out-shadow any achievements of Trump’s administration. I appreciate Raskin’s calm. I appreciate his insight into our “big majority.” In these last days of the campaign, let us take heart that the democratic agenda, writ large and entrusted in capable hands (including Kamala Harris’s), has so much to recommend it.

Tuesday’s election will be a turnout election. We do have a big majority, but Trump’s side, I’ve learned recently, is motivated by a moral fervor that will produce turnout. Until Raskin’s insights and calm take deeper root, we need to sweat out the dynamics he comments on at the beginning of this clip.

The Task Ahead

October 31, 2024

From a text I sent to a relative who supports Trump:

One thing I truly appreciate is the way you have opened my eyes to another view of Trump. I mean, I’ve seen so much of Trump, and, when I’m alone, and with those who think as I do, I can come to no other conclusions than the worst ones. However, you have shown me that there are ways of looking at Trump that lead to other conclusions. When a person as good as you can have such sincere and profound support for him, my faith in 47% of our country is rehabilitated a bit. I won’t go so far as to say my faith is restored, since I’ve also seen a lot of stupid and uninformed and violent and racist and ugly support of Trump too. A lot. But the existence of principled and heartfelt and spiritual support is not something I could have apprehended without you. Next week, one of us is going to be deeply disappointed. But one thing I take away from our exchange is the conviction that both of us will process the results, and emerge ready to make the best of a bad situation. With God, all things are possible. :)
Love in the trenches…

My family member doesn’t fit any of the categories of Trump supporters that I have studied assiduously, (but indirectly and un-professionally), via the media (a lot of it MSNBC, as a reader of this blog well knows). My family member is a white male boomer, Trump’s bread and butter constituency. While he checks off many Trumpian supporter bona fides (anti-vaxer, deep state critic, anti-Democratic party, and more), he doesn’t quite fit the profile of the white Boomer Trump supporter typically described by liberals. For one, he is intelligent (though not college educated, so he does check off that box) and, while possibly not best described as “spiritual,” he is certainly soulful. He is a quester, a thoughtful pilgrim on a journey to a best life, a thought-out life, a deliberate, intentional life, filled with family and music and craft and conscientiousness, all in well-proportioned measures. 

But he is intractable on the topic of Harris. In general, rather than defend Trump, my relative critiques Harris—mercilessly. I could refute most of the claims and counter the assertions. But this election is not about Harris for me; there is just no comparison of the one candidate to the other. The case for (or against) Harris—as for/against any opponent of Trump—is simply irrelevant in light of the massiveness of the case against Trump. The case against Trump blots out the sun; it must be dealt with above and beyond all other considerations.

Does Harris’s messaging matter? Is there anything she could have said, could have been, that might put to rest the critiques of her by Trump world? 

From another angle, the success of Harris’s candidacy offers an intriguing study. In some ways, she has been masterful in stepping into her new, unexpected role. Some have said—after she wins—her campaign’s approach will be studied for years for the way she managed to position herself and build her movement. One thing that seems indisputable is that she has not made major missteps. There have been critiques (not giving interviews, not holding press conferences, some indecisiveness in response to questions, etc.)—but nothing that can be identified as a major misstep. In any event, it’s clear that her message is not working—at all—with Trump’s 47%.

She is now engaged in her “closing message,” and in a way that makes good sense: highlight the threat of Trump; mention your plans for the future; emphasize the need for you to “earn” votes; provide a sampling of clear policy plans. It’s all sensible, but I can’t help thinking this approach cannot move the needle for any of 47% who will be voting for Trump. Of course, the argument is that nothing can move that needle. However, my relationship with my relative; my hopes for an ongoing relationship with him; the absence of any public discourse on just what attracts him to Trump—all these thoughts leave me wanting another line of discourse from Harris.

I want her to acknowledge that, aside from Trump qua Trump, a great many millions of people in this country support him. I want Harris to recognize these people, and not simply conclude that they are ignorant, duped, or immoral. A large number of supporters are members of the Christian right; they do not feel they’ve made a “bargain with the devil.” A lot of his supporters are motivated by a distrust of the Democrats—and this group subdivides, on one extreme to Q-Anon conspiracy theorists, and, on another side of the spectrum, to more traditional Republican, small government advocates. There are those who fit into the category described by Reince Pribus when he explained that Trump’s first election was a middle finger of the 47%. Can Trumpism be explained this simply—a rising up of a near majority of Americans who feel angry and powerless (or disempowered) by new developments in our culture and society? So, yes, some are just angry and pushing back … desperately trying to hold onto privilege, to conserve what they had always had. 

Then there’s the xenophobia, the anti-trans fixations, the racism—the appeals to all the fears associated with change. These preoccupations and pathologies do explain some of Trump’s appeal. But these darker and more extreme attractions are all that my MSNBC compatriots seem to train their sights on.

I want Harris to make a distinction in her closing argument, maybe along these imagined lines: 

Interviewer: What is your closing statement on Donald Trump?

Kamala Harris: We have to get a little more nuanced in our discussions on Trump. While I do believe that Trump is a deficient person—unserious, immoral, mean, and many other disqualifying things (cue the list: a sore loser insurrectionist, a creep, a bully, a criminal, a predator, and on and on)—he nonetheless, has the support of millions of Americans, almost half the country. I have to recognize this fact better. This reality must not only be studied, it must be understood. It must be accounted for in the next presidency, whoever wins. I pledge to take into account that Donald Trump has the respect and admiration and gratitude of so many Americans.

I need to understand why he is given a pass on behavior that many of us feel is beyond bad … and almost indescribable.

But also: I want us to lower the temperature in our discussions. I need, we need, to lighten up a bit. Trump is a bad person, but the focus in regards to him per se, should rather be on our mercy, our forgiveness, and our commitment to make the best out of our dealings with him. More to the point, our focus should be more on those who support him and why. We have to get our discussions to that starting point. With all the endless analysis and argumentation on all things Trump, we really haven’t started on that task.

Next week, either he will win, or I will win. If he wins, we must all work together to offset his most dangerous capacities (and we will, despite the absence of so many guardrails); if I win, we must do the same, and we who have opposed him, must do so in a way that dials down the extremity of our reactions. We must work to understand and respect the best versions of the motives that led so many supporters to his side. [Note to self: this is a different agenda than simply saying, as I often do, “I will focus on those things that unite us, rather than divide us.”]

Screen Salvation

September 26, 2024

Some are living with the apocalypse right in front of them. Others seem to be able to put it in their peripheral vision. 

For the latter group, the apocalypse is something to be reminded of, as a caution, while they go about their lives, which have organizing principles and purposes that propel them and carry them along. These are the people who are raising children, doing essential jobs, basically, keeping the world on track amidst the hubbub of things. The former group, though, have been immobilized by the apocalypse. All has been lost, already, always already, and nothing is possible.

I put myself in the first group, because, I suppose, I feel I have experienced a loss so absolute that there’s no recovery from it, no way of pushing it to the side, no way of restarting and hitting my stride. That loss, of course, is Angelo. But death is something every human has to deal with; what I’ve experienced, everyone has, or will, in some version. Of course, everyone will experience it in a very personal, immediate way in their own death, if not through the loss of a child.

The apocalypse of a single death is as absolute, as devastating, for each individual as any other apocalypse, be it the Holocaust, a nuclear war, or end of the world through climate change or an asteroid strike. It’s weird to say that everyone will experience a loss equally as devastating as world-wide annihilation. But the stakes are high for each of us; rather, the stakes are beyond high; they are “all in,” always and everywhere. How does one function facing such an extremity? Clearly, we must learn to focus on other things.

This week I edited my screen saver. For some time, I had had only the Julie London quote about her singing: “It’s only a thimbleful of a voice, and I have to use it close to the microphone. But it is a kind of over-smoked voice, and it automatically sounds intimate.” Julie’s words were a friendly reminder to me, on a daily basis, of something I tried to describe some months back in my blog: “Such confidence, expressed with awareness and humility and precision. Not to mention, a good dose of sensuality, along with the promise of being together through it. The woes of the world would be lessened, I’m convinced, if we all just listened to, and spent time with, Julie London.” I would smile each time her words appeared on my screen. 

I found myself this week needing, however, other reminders—or at least some glimpses of a non-apocalyptic lifestyle. I happened to come across St. Paul’s words, and it occurred to me that I needed to see them more often. I needed these words as an incantation, as an invocation to a better life than the one I had been living. Could this be my equipment for living, my distraction from the apocalypse? So I put them on my screen saver.

Then, with St. Paul and Julie London sitting there alone, I felt a need for some kind of connector—some statement that might round out the wisdom. These thoughts brought me to Kenneth Burke, and all the influence he has had on my life. That influence can’t be reduced to a single quotation, but his description of the “comic frame” in Attitudes Toward History does seem to partake of the Holy Spirit, on the one hand, and the humility of Julie London’s celebration of her voice on the other.

So, here’s my screen saver in its current iteration:

Saint Paul, on letting God in: “Brothers and sisters: Do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with which you were sealed on the day of redemption. All bitterness, fury, anger, shouting, and reviling must be removed from you, along with all malice. And be kind to one another, compassionate, forgiving one another as God has forgiven you in Christ. So be imitators of God, as beloved children, and live in love, as Christ loved us and handed himself over for us as a sacrificial offering to God for a fragrant aroma.” Ephesians 4:30-5:2

 Julie London, on her voice: “It’s only a thimbleful of a voice, and I have to use it close to the microphone. But it is a kind of over-smoked voice, and it automatically sounds intimate.”

Kenneth Burke, on comic forgiveness: “The progress of humane enlightenment can go no further than in picturing people not as vicious, but as mistaken. When you add that people are necessarily mistaken, that all people are exposed to situations in which they must act as fools, that every insight contains its own special kind of blindness, you complete the comic circle, returning again to the lesson of humility that underlies great tragedy.” Attitudes Toward History, p. 41
Angelo’s Screen Saver

I now notice that my introductory characterization of two of the quotations could be debated. For instance, was Burke really speaking about “forgiveness”? Or was that a reading I had imposed? Was I progressing a step beyond “enlightenment” to forgiveness, possibly as a natural effect of understanding/misunderstanding, and contextualization, and the necessity of error for all? I want there to be forgiveness. Also: Was St. Paul talking about “letting God in”? Or was this my wish—the wish that I might be able to abide by Paul’s request not to “grieve the Holy Spirit”? Paul talks of the seal of God, the gift of the Holy Spirit, the fragrant aroma of Christ’s sacrifice in which we are all suffused and made beneficiaries (I do notice he imports the holocaust of Christ’s sacrifice in this otherwise upbeat message). To me, he implies that we are somehow resisting it all; I know I have resisted giving up my grievances. Are they not keeping God out?

I hope these words, my companions on my screen, can keep on casting a spell on me. I need to look away from the ultimate devastation at my feet and in my sight. Kindness, love, humility—and intimacy too—I hope the reminders keep me upbeat and moving forward. I hope I can learn to push the apocalypse to the side, at least for part of the day, for part of my days that remain.